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~October Upsets~

Wed Oct 14, 2009, 5:12 AM
As horrible as my 16th "Birthday Week" felt, I think I feel a bit worse today...Even though I wanted it, even though I hate him now it still hurts...I still can't believe the Russian said it.

"It's Over".

It's so cliche, and over Facebook!?...I hate him, but I don't. I want to hate him so much. I know I'm being melodramatic, and I know I'm overreacting, and being stupid by posting this online but I really really really want to cry...I need to vent.

This school year, Grade 10, has been...has been just terrible!!! I hate it I hate it I hate it. Yes, good things have happened: UN, Drama, etc. But more bad things have happened. That stupid typhoon, my ever-lowering grades, my loss of friends, and loss of someone I loathe to love, and love to hate. I can't handle this year!! There's so much more to come and I'm not prepared. I just...I just want to drown. To sleep. To fall. To do anything not to be here now.

No, I'm not taking my life for granted. I love my life! But really, at this moment...I can't stand it.

I think I'm giving up on dating. At least for now.

I mean, if a relationship that lasted One year and 5 months couldn't work...

UGH!

Nevermind.

I need to think...

~Oyasumi~
~Animesushi~

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:icontaemu-touhi:
~Taemu-Touhi Nov 10, 2009, 3:24:25 AM
Thanks for the fav. on the clouds...

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~Cosmocrat Nov 3, 2009, 3:14:36 AM
Thankssss

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~Tsukibana-Yamai Oct 24, 2009, 7:30:01 AM
thnx for faving "stay" oneesama! :glomp:

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~Karakuri-nin Oct 21, 2009, 7:25:22 AM
Thanks for the favourites on my cosplay! :D
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~Animesushi Oct 21, 2009, 8:06:35 AM
Not a problem~! ^_^ They were great, you really do Kurapika justice!
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~Karakuri-nin Oct 21, 2009, 9:22:18 AM
i'm very touched to hear that. ;_; Kurapika has always been one of my top favourite characters. :XD:
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~Animesushi Oct 21, 2009, 9:31:15 PM
*Laugh* Well it's true. Kurapika's always been one of my favourite characters as well! He and Kurama are my favourite Yoshihiro Togashi characters. Both cool, collected, and pretty!
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=litbyskylight Oct 20, 2009, 4:15:19 AM
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Whoot, a fellow Singaporean!
How'dya do. (:

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~Animesushi Oct 21, 2009, 4:46:51 AM
No problemo~! It's deserved. Although I'm not Singaporean, I just live in Singapore! I'm actually a Filipina. ^^;
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=litbyskylight Oct 21, 2009, 6:23:36 AM
Oooh. But still coolio. 8D
LUV SINGAPORE LIKE IT'S YOUR OWN. <3.
(I'm actually half Hong Kong-rean. xD )

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